I finally processed the long overdue photos of Loren, the girl I gushed about 1.5 months back.
 
Updated the One Light Project as well.
And about the rant in the last post, looks like I was wrong. She really was engaged to shoot the concept before I suggested it. Oops.
I guess as always, I’m living in my own world with my own unrealistic expectations, and I get so upset when I get disappointed again. Argh. Is there a pill I can pop that makes me heck care about all these things?? It always gets me so depressed!
Recently, I’ve been attempting to arrange a lot of shoots. But everything just keeps screwing up. I’ve gotten used to being cancelled, but I just wish people would learn to keep their words. I hate it when someone asks me to shoot them, then later turns around and asks to be paid. Or agrees to shoot a particular theme with me, then change their minds.
But the most hurtful of all was when I found out one model shot a concept I suggested with another photographer! I’ve learnt to expect shit from most of the model wannabes that I shoot, since they are not professionals. It’s irritating yes, but I manage to put up with all their unprofessionalism. But this model, I thought so highly of her initially. She was different from the wannabes, valued her portfolio, and she’s the kind that will go far.
Yet, when I saw the photos on her portfolio, I was shattered.